I remember a year ago I woke up to my water leaking, I just didn’t know that’s what it was until I was sitting on the couch and it felt…
The way your eyes light up, the big smile on your face and hearing you yell “ mom”, “mama”, “mom” when I walk in the door makes all the bad days worth it. It’s the best reminder that everything mommy and daddy do is for you, to ensure you have the best life.
This is when I reached out to my best friend, thinking i was just suffering from lingering baby blues. I told her I was feeling different, explained the rage, the overwhelming anxiety when I was going into certain situations and around certain people, I explained that I felt like I was ruining my marriage and I couldn’t figure out what was going on. We talked about the dreaded Postpartum Depression and how she thought I might have it.
I was so convinced that I was having a girl that I recorded this scene and sent it to Jason, telling him that if I found out we were having a boy this would be my EXACT reaction. No need to worry though because we were having a GIRL. we just had to be having a girl.