The way your eyes light up, the big smile on your face and hearing you yell “ mom”, “mama”, “mom” when I walk in the door makes all the bad days worth it. It’s the best reminder that everything mommy and daddy do is for you, to ensure you have the best life.
when I think of a boudoir shoot, I don’t think of them being risqué or lacking class. I think of them as a way to showcase a woman’s body to help her feel her best when she may be in a time she feels like her worst or she just needs a reminder at how beautiful women truly are.
When we went in for the post-op appointment the next day Dr. Kreul gave me a card that listed that I had “Natrelle” implants and I received 470cc in one side and 445cc in the other side.
This is literally a hairspray for your face, without a sticky residue. The All Nighter Setting Spray sets your makeup for up to 16 hours
remember when I first started talking about wanting the implants with my family they didn’t understand why but I didn’t need them to, I was doing this to make myself happy and no one else.
The cleanser leaves your brushes and beautyblenders protected against 99.7% of germs! After finding all of this out, I couldn’t wait to try it. The makeup came off of my brushes so easily, I was shocked! Once my brushes dried they had a light lavender scent and not only felt brand new but looked brand new!
This is when I reached out to my best friend, thinking i was just suffering from lingering baby blues. I told her I was feeling different, explained the rage, the overwhelming anxiety when I was going into certain situations and around certain people, I explained that I felt like I was ruining my marriage and I couldn’t figure out what was going on. We talked about the dreaded Postpartum Depression and how she thought I might have it.
I was so convinced that I was having a girl that I recorded this scene and sent it to Jason, telling him that if I found out we were having a boy this would be my EXACT reaction. No need to worry though because we were having a GIRL. we just had to be having a girl.